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Hey, it's Pidge. Can't answer right now-- Rover quit it! --so leave a message and I'll get back to you when I can.
Rover, what did I say--?!?!

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[shiro2hero]

I know he will

But you guys have enough to deal with, without Blue adding to it.

[pidge_out]

it's really ok, shiro

he just misses lance

[shiro2hero]

You know it's

It's okay if it isn't okay. You guys have said that to me, enough times.

[pidge_out]

i know

i mean like
i guess i'm not really OKAY okay right now
but i will be
we will be

[shiro2hero]

You don't have to be.

We will be, you're right... but you don't have to be, right now.

That's why you have the rest of us.

[pidge_out]

i know
and thank you for that





it's just weird to miss him like this

[shiro2hero]

He's...

the first person you've ever had feelings for, right?

[He could be wrong, but he really doesn't think so.]

[pidge_out]

him and hunk, technically speaking

it's-
i'm pretty sure it's the first time it's felt like this

[shiro2hero]

Then... it's likely that's why it's weird for you. To feel this way.

Missing someone like this is

It takes getting used to. Even when you know they're coming back.

[pidge_out]

it's not even like he's gone though

i mean he's right here with us

it just makes me feel stupid for it

[shiro2hero]

He's physically here.

But he's not... aware. He's not able to talk to you. Or wake up yet.



It's okay, Pidge. It's not abnormal to feel that way.

[pidge_out]

maybe not, but it's stupid feelings are stupid

[shiro2hero]

No, they're not.

Would you tell me my feelings were "gross"?

[pidge_out]

ok, no, your feelings aren't gross or stupid

MY feelings are gross and stupid

[shiro2hero]

If mine aren't


why would yours be?

[pidge_out]

because they're mine




shiro this is really new to me, ok

[shiro2hero]

I know. I know. But trust me?

It's not ... NOT normal. To feel this way. It's okay you do. Just... know you're not weird for feeling it.

[pidge_out]

uuuuuugggghhhh it still makes me feel stupid

but i get it, i guess

hunk's so much better at this than i am

[shiro2hero]

Hey

If you were better at this, you wouldn't be you.

We're not expecting you to be perfect - you talking about how you feel right now is a great start.

[Says the man who doesn't ... do that.]

[pidge_out]

i guess so
i'm trying



it's seriously amazing that you all put up with me when i'm like this

[shiro2hero]

I know you are.
We all know you are.

Pidge

Come on. You should know it's not 'putting up' with you.

You're family

[pidge_out]

i could be better, though

like i could just accept that i have all these dumb feelings
(without calling them dumb)

and i should be way more honest about them or whatever

you guys deserve that from me
you're all so SO important to me and i just don't want anyone thinking they're not

[shiro2hero]

So could I, Pidge.
So could Lance. And Matt. And Armin and Jean and Sasha and Ford and --

[He'll pause there. And let his point sink in. Hopefully -- that they ALL could be better in some capacity. But it clearly doesn't matter. Because they're family.]

And a lot of us should be more honest about things. I think... sometimes we keep them quiet to protect each other.

We know we're important to you. That's never been in question. We can tell.

[pidge_out]

[As she reads that message, she snuggles in closer against Lance's side. If Hunk notices, he doesn't say anything about it. So she feels a bit like she's in the clear on that.]

yeah
hunk makes it look so easy to do

but i'm glad no one thinks i don't care about them

[shiro2hero]

Hunk's always been good at telling people his heart. It's... a really admirable thing, I think.

Pidge, I don't know how anyone could know you, and not think you cared.